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[lapsedmodernist]

when brainstorming about what to wear to the show tonight (and getting bitched out by shannon for it--apparently she does not like it when i ask her what i should wear! the things you learn about your friends after 6 years!), and reviewing my recent outfits that i was pleased with, i realized that the outfit i wore yesterday (black rampage top and two-layer asymmetrical black skirt, topped off by the art nouveau-meets-art deco necklace claire gave me for my birthday that's my favorite piece of jewelry) was *exactly* what i wanted to look like when i was in high school. i mean, to boot (literally--nicole said i could borrow her red Docs and i finally did). um, it's pretty disconcerting to realize, at 24, that you look like the image of what you thought was *cool* in high school, and TO FEEL SATISFACTION at the realization. ah mah gawd! does that mean that i still have the same ideas of what's cool/uncool that i did in high school? oh, shut up, all of you do too, and you know it.